I'm so thankful for the holidays because I'm finally given the time to sort out my negative thoughts and stress. During the entire last semester, I was dealing with so much shit. Friendship, relationship, strangers, negative thoughts and insecurities. Everyday, I was unhappy with myself and the people around me. I felt that I couldn't trust anyone around me because I was that afraid. I felt that some friendships were hard to make and were simply hard for me to put my trust in them.

However, since the crazy stress of studying is off, I was able to think about things in a more positive light. I should go to the bookstores more often.
Dear Diary, or my online blog:
Its been so long since I've ever been on blogger, writing about my life. Today I happened to see Amelia's blog and memories started coming back to me. It frightens me to see how things changed over the years. I remember how I used to be so addicted to blogging. My past time whenever I had free time was just to get onto blogger, to write posts, to make new layouts and to read my favourite bloggers' blogs.

I guess this applies to every single thing out there. Things can change and it will change. For the best/worst, it depends on us and the surrounding around us.

As for now, I just hope that the thing I'm worrying about will not come true. Please. Because the consequences are gonna be so damn serious.